And Here I Am

It's been over a year since I last posted on this blog. Has much changed? Depressingly little, as it turns out. I'm writing this post instead of doing my homework, which seems awfully telling to me that I haven't become that much more improved of a person over the past eighteen months.

I'm almost 20 now. Got a girlfriend. Lost my virginity. I'm no closer to learning how to work, though, and I still feel dreadfully unaccomplished. It's strange - I figured when I got closer to twenty I'd have figured out this sort of thing by now. I still haven't really gotten a job, and I can't get through the door to a counselor who could help me fix these problems with myself.

I guess I thought I'd be happier now, even if I didn't do anything to fix things.

But hey. Socially, I'm doing fine. Dentally, not so much, and I really should get to one in case this whole wisdom teeth thing doesn't go well. I feel somewhat overwhelmed by problems at this point, and I'm not doing anything to fix them. I guess I don't really know where to begin.

This is a fairly common situation with me, and I tend to just leave the problems with myself in the back of the mind until either they go away or I'm forced to deal with them.

I still haven't started that paper.