The date on this is backdated somewhat, as unfortunately I could not make it back to my computer in time for this to be a true daily rant. So what? I'm not too fussed about it, and if you have any sense at all, neither should you.
I find it somewhat perplexing that I managed to read fan fiction for over an hour today at work without any repercussions and indeed I'm going to get paid ten bucks for the effort.
It's late. I'm tired. I don't know what to do. With every day that goes by without her even trying to message me back, I expect less and less from her, and I wonder... did I do it just for a response? With stuff like this, I wonder if she ever liked me at all, or whether I even deserve an answer.
Christ. This stuff can drive a man insane.
I need to sleep. Get some writing down, get some music blaring. We'll see what happens. Don't count any possibility out yet. Study something, pick a topic and learn as much as you can.
I'm out.
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